Yes or No?

"I am a born dreamer, so that I am happy." This is not an adage from someone who is or was famous, it is from me who really believe that everyone should have dream and everyone is a born dreamer.              

Hi, I am Stella. As you all know I am a Junior. This is my second year here at Cheshire Academy. So, last year is my first year. The first time I walked on this campus, to be honest, the feeling is tired. Without joking, the campus is huge. Another thing I felt was that people who are on the campus and around the campus are all so friendly. Why am I happy with that? It is because I like friendly people like everyone do, and I like to make friends. As many of you may not know, it is my second year at CA, but it is actually my third year at U.S. The biggest reason why I transferred is because in that school I do not have time to know people, it was just school and host family. So, I felt my life was kind of boring there, so I transferred. Now I think I made a good decision. 

Back to the assignment. This is my first blog, and I believe is most of my classmates' first blog too. But so far, I am feeling good and interesting about it. I gave my first blog a kind of mystery title called "Yes or No?". The reason why I named the title after this, is because this is a simple question I always asked myself, but hardly to get a certain answer. I am not sure it is only me or everyone feels in this way, too.

I like music. Just like it, without any reason, but with all of my passions. Any kind of music as long as its good; any thing that is connect to music, such as dancing, composing  or any other things. As the time flies, I grow up into a big girl. I should start to think of my own future which I can decide by myself. I am just a normal kid when I was young. I wanted to be a doctor when I saw doctors in the hospital; I wanted to be a police officer when I saw handsome policeman standing on the street and take care of the city; I wanted to be a teacher who can teach a lot of people good things; I wanted to be a... There are so many things I wanted to do. But when I turned 16, it is just suddenly, I fall in love with dance and music. 

I have to admit that the first time I got in a deep touch with dance and music is because of my favorite boy group called "BTS". But, because of them I found the thing I really like and really want to do in the future, not as a hobby, but a whole life career. Here is the time for "Yes or No?" question. To be honest, I am not sure at the beginning when I talked to my father about it. He was quite disagree with me. And he asked me a question which is so realistic and bring me to a deep think for a long time. He said:"I know you have been liked music when you were only five, of course through so many years I feel your passion on it. But the point I am going to make is that, are you sure you want to make a hobby into a career? A hobby is like the thing you can relax yourself when you are tired. But a career is a totally different thing, then main difference is that when you are tired you still have to stuck with it until you got the problem solved." This is a quite deep question for a fifteen-year-old child. I have to say that, actually I just said a "Yes" to myself, to this question in this summer, which means it actually took me two years to think about this question. And I used two years to find out if I really fit in this "category" of career. And luckily the answer is "Yes". I did not find out that how good I am in this field. In fact, I figured out that no matter how hard this road will be, and how long it will take me to be successful, or even how many troubles or difficulties I will face to. I won't give up. Because it is the only thing I really love in my life. And I want it to stay with me for the rest of my life.

"I am a born dreamer, so that I am happy." Call out to everyone in the world. If you do not have a goal yet, then be a dreamer. Because dreamers are always happy, they can always find impetus from their dreams.

The reason why I want to take this course, is also because I think performance have a little bit connection with music performing, and also is because performance is fun. The thing I want to learn through this year is some of the performing skill and of course literature reading.