Blog #10

Day-1:

In the morning, 

Hi, my name is Laura, I live with my mom Amanda and my brother Tom. I'm a high school student now, I am very excited but also really nervous, because it is my first day of school. Well, will I meet good people? Good people, who will actually be kind to me? That is a tough question to answer. Not because I do not want to talk to others, but because I am too afraid to speak with people because of my lame leg. Oh, I am going to be late, I will continue after I come back.

After school, 

I'm back, it was the first day of school, it was just a regular day, nothing unusual happened. As I should already know when people looked at me, I can see the weird expression in their eyes. Yes, I am used to it through my whole life. Wait, I think Mom is back, I have to go. See you tomorrow.

Day-2:

In the morning,

It is the second day, not that excited now, everything should be alright soon. Although I am still a little uncomfortable with the new environment, it should be fine after few days I think. Oh, since we have time this morning, let me introduce my friends, the glass menagerie family! We have Ms. Cat, Mr. doggie, Ms. Rabbit, Mr. horse, Ms. Butterfly, and of course my favorite Mr. Unicorn. They are the only friend I have, I love them so much. Every time, when I am boring, sad, happy, or even angry, they are the only people I can go to, I'll talk to them, play with them carefully because I do not want to break my best friends. When I am with them, I feel like I am a real person and I feel happy.

After school, 

OMG! Nobody is going to believe this. There is a boy in our school called Jim, he is the most popular guy in our school. I went to talk to him today, and I actually told him I have the "Blue Roses," I did not see any weird expression in his eyes, and he actually called me "Blue Roses" and told me that's the name he is going to call me from now on. I think I will pay more attention to him.

Day-3:

From now on, I will be so excited to go to school because of Jim, I just want to look him from the side, if I can talk to him for only once a day, that will literally make my day. But, how would I talk to him, I am not pretty, not really good at study, I can not even walk like a normal person even I tried my best, but still people can tell. Yeah, I am still the Laura, the Laura who I am before. It does not make any differences after Jim talked to me, it does not make me special.

Day-4:

After school,

For real, Jim actually called me "Blue Roses" every time he saw me in school, I have to say that I am indeed happy. I went to a walk in the park today to fresh my brain. Nothing terrible happened, it is just me feel like to relax a little bit. I think about a lot of things, mom, Tom, Jim, school life, even dad. I thought about Jim, he is the only one in school who showed his kindness to me, this is a significant treasure to me. 

Day-5:

Nothing special happened, school life started to be boring, except when I saw Jim, that is the only thing that makes a bit different for my whole day. I went to the theater today, I just knew that Jim is in the theater too. That means I can see him at least twice a day. But, should I go to talk to him? Will that be weird? Will people laugh at him because I speak with him? Emm, never mind, I do not think it is a good idea. I will just let the situation happened by itself. 

Day-6:

How did Tom know Jim that well? I should ask him. Wait that is not a good idea, in this way, Tom will know that I like Jim which is not a good thing. Mom is calling for dinner.

After dinner, 

Mom and Tom fought again. Tom was still using that excuse, he went to get a cigarette. I knew it is his excused every time, but the thing is it works, at least he can get out off the horrible situation. Me? I couldn't get out off it. I tried, but mom “stopped” me. She was telling her stories again, the stories that nobody will actually believe and really annoying. Why is she being so picky about everything! I have to complain about this but on my own. It had been a long day, I’ll talk to my “friends” for a bit, go to bed and have a good rest. Tomorrow will be a new day.

Day-7:

Nobody talks during today’s breakfast, yesterday was really bad. Nothing else to talk about, hope today’s school will be alright for me.

After school,

It has already been a week, nothing significant happened in school that is a surprise, but I am glad about that. This week’s school was pretty ok, especially, I met Jim, he is a really nice and kind guy. About my family, it was always like this even when dad was home, it is getting worse after dad left, but I am used to it, there is no such a solution for this, the only thing I can do is to hang in there.